I have decided that life will always be chaotic, no matter what stage I'm in! The idea of being bored only enters my mind when I admit that I really just don't want to wash the dishes that have been piling up by the sink, or fold the clothes that are dryed on the drying rack, or make the bed (again). Now, this idea causes nervousness in me.....chaos.....all of the time....
It's a nice idea to think that it will end when we're old and gray, and we're just not able to do everything that we used to do when we were young.........but that time is quite a ways away.
It's really me being selfish......wanting things my way.............sometimes I wish that part of me would just die already. Then maybe, just maybe, the idea of chaos, all of the time, wouldn't seem so daunting.
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