life...it happens to everyone.

And life moves on

2009-05-12T22:36:00.001-06:00

I lost my job this past Friday. This is a new experience for me, and one I hope to never have to repeat again. I wonder what will happen down the road? Do you think Jesus will give me a clue?

I'm still awesome

2009-04-16T20:40:00.002-06:00

That's right, it's true. I'm still awesome, although it's been about six months since I've written anything. I think there might be two people who still actually check this, so I'm not too worried.

what to write?

2008-10-26T21:56:00.002-06:00

After the last two posts, I'm not sure what to write about.

I find that I'm wrestling with my recent companion Loneliness. And frankly, it's not a fair fight.

I am awesome.

2008-10-18T21:40:00.003-06:00

For almost the last year I have been announcing to everyone I know that I am awesome. Everything that happens is because I'm awesome. You had a good day because I'm awesome. The sky is blue because I'm awesome. You get the picture.

This started about a year ago because I was not feeling so awesome and figured that if I could convince everyone else of my awesomeness then maybe I could believe it too. It was a joke. It still is a joke but it occured to me this evening while out with friends that I can totally justify my awesomeness! I was really excited!! After we gathered at someone's home out in the country there was a huge game of kickball played. Then there were some hotdogs roasted over the toasty fire, and finally we all gathered on the trailer which had some bales of hay lined on it. Imagine riding down the road, through a corn field and gazing up at the expanse of darkness which God called night, seeing the stars sprinkled ever so perfectly on the canvas of black, and the few translucent clouds which were dusted across the whole scene. Now that you have gone on the trip with me, let's see if you can follow my logic:

God is awesome - look around you and see what his hands have created!
God made man - male and female he made them.
God created man in his image - don't lose me on this next one...
Man is awesome - therefore I am awesome!

I know, you're probably laughing and wondering when I lost a few of my marbles. I assure you all are present and accounted for. But think it through with me. We are created in God's image and he made each one of us uniquely and specifically. Each of us was designed in such a way as to fit into God's plan - the bigger story of the world that God created so long ago. Have you ever stopped to wonder at what the bigger picture actually looks like?

discovery

2008-10-15T15:53:00.001-06:00

It is interesting what you can learn about yourself and others when you go through challenges or trials. I think that I've mentioned this in the past, but it bears repeating in my opinion. The image of gold being refined in the hotest fires comes to my mind when I reflect on the last year of my life, and even through all of that I can still look you in the eye and tell you with deepest assurance that Jesus loves me. What a beatiful discovery it is when you learn that God's strength is made perfect in your weakness.

My favorite memory in the last year was when I was standing in my dining room - reading the scriptures, seeking comfort from the only one I could reach out to - and having my very own promise spoken to my heart. The words were very simple, but to a heart as broken as mine they were hope and peace.

"I know it's going to be hard for a while Judy, and I'm so sorry. But
you're going to be okay."

There are days when I'm okay, and everything seems fine. Then there are days when I don't know how I will make it through because all I want to do is hide in my room, away from the world that might ridicule or mock me for not being perfect or strong enough. I am learning as each of those bad days comes and goes that those thoughts are lies, and the world will not mock me for anything. In fact the world will welcome me with open arms because finally I'm letting myself be human. It seems silly when I read what I just wrote - but that is exactly the case: I was not allowing myself to be human. I wasn't allowing myself to feel the emotions that were intricately woven into the fabric of who I am, of who I was created to be. To deny something that is so completely a part of my very being seems silly when I look back on it, because now I see that I was trapping my heart in a cage and creating a mechanical Judy that would be approved by anyone who might happen to glance her way. What is ironic about the whole thing is that I was actually pushing people away when all I desperately wanted was for someone to destroy the mechanical mask I had put up and rescue me from my emotional cage! But, the only person who could rescue me from the predicament I had put myself into was Jesus. My pride had to break and the walls that I had built up around my heart had to crumble before my rescue could ever become a reality.

I think the most interesting point from the last year of my life is that I wouldn't change anything. If I had a time machine and I could go back a few years and make a few changes, I would probably check the machine out - because that would be awesome to see a time machine! But I would pass on the trip because my history is what has formed who I am today. There is so much I have learned about people, about faith, about trust, about relationships that I would never want to lose. I have learned things about God that I treasure deeply. Sometimes I am in awe of the fact that I don't regret the choices made which brought me to this place I am in today. But I also see the beauty of the bigger picture - the story that I am only a part of. There are so many other stories to hear, so many other pictures to see, so many other lives to be a part of and I don't want to miss any of them! It's tiring at times, trying to keep up with all of the lives that I have been privileged to be welcomed into, but my heart can't let go of a single one of them. As my heart heals and I figure out what exactly God is going to do with this changed Judy, I am taking in every detail I can. I don't want to miss a single thing because if I do I might miss out on seeing God's hand change an acorn into a majestic oak, or a caterpillar into a colorful butterfly. Or I might miss seeing Him mend a broken heart with shattered dreams, then taking those dream pieces and creating a new dream that is more fantastic and adventureful than could have been imagined. I would be sad to miss out on watching that story unfold.

And life moves on

2008-10-13T22:03:00.003-06:00

Yes - It's October. In Kansas it's only barely now starting to turn chilly, and I'm loving it. The leaves have begun to change, which sprinkles a little touch of color as you drive through the city. It's lovely.

I have done much in the last few months. There isn't time to elaborate now as I need to be off to bed, but stories really will be shared.

May?

2008-05-11T21:07:00.001-06:00

When did that happen?

So much life - so little time.

As per Lindy's request, I will write a blog about my road trip to Wisconsin a few weeks back. But not tonight. Meeting my favorite band was more fun than I thought.

March

2008-03-30T22:50:00.000-06:00

February is gone, and March is almost done too. My oh my, how time flies...

February

2008-02-02T17:35:00.000-06:00

The shortest month of the year has also felt like the longest, so one of my friends says. After the way the last few months have flown by I'm not sure that this February will feel that long.

Time can do strange things to a person...

January!

2008-01-09T22:00:00.000-06:00

So, I think Louie has dealt well with the in-laws leaving. He was sad for a few days, but he has gotten used to the routine again.

Other than that, life moves on. I'm really enjoying my new position at the bank.

Also - I'm going to start teaching piano lessons again!! hurray!! I've started advertising, and had my piano tuned today. It's quite an old piano, so it's not perfect, but it will do fine as a starter piano. I'll save what I earn and hope to buy a new one in a year or two.

Christmas and New Years

2007-12-26T23:04:00.000-06:00

The DeRoche family is down visiting for 2 weeks, and it is nice to have family around. My house is full and busy, and Louie is being spoiled rotten! Dad DeRoche is doing a few jobs around the house that we've been wanting to get to for the last few months, but haven't had time for. I'm so thankful that he is able to do what he does.

I actually took Mom DeRoche shopping a couple of times already, and we're planning on more shopping! It's amazing!! She is not a shopper, and tells me how much of a non-shopper she is every time I suggest it. :) But, she is with me and is having a good time...so she doesn't really need to enjoy shopping if she spends time with an awesome person.

Christmas has come and gone...with New Years day around the corner. Thankfully I was able to get the week from Christmas and New Years off, which is nice. I'm enjoying the break, although I did just get a promotion...

I love paid time off.

Celebration

2007-12-17T20:02:00.000-06:00

I got the promotion I've been trying for at work! I am now a Personal Banker with Security Savings Bank.

I've done it!

2007-11-12T10:39:00.000-06:00

I'm on FaceBook. It's not like I can check it every day, to keep up, but I'm on it.

still here

2007-09-29T09:01:00.000-06:00

I'm still around.

Life is still happening out here in Kansas.

Happy 25th!

2007-09-13T22:14:00.000-06:00

I realize that the day is just about done...but today marked the beginning of my 25th year of life.

I'm still not sure what I think about it.

It's about time!

2007-08-25T19:02:00.001-06:00

Alright, here they are! First you'll see a beautiful picture of myself with my lovely sisters. I think this is the best picture. It's been a long time since we've all bee together and had a picture taken of us.

And this is my darling niece, Charlotte Emma. I'm not sure if you can see her auburn hair, but you can definitely see her blue eyes. I know that her eyes may not remain that color, but blue does run in her daddy's side of the family.

I know that I'm biased, but I have to let everyone know. I have the most lovely niece!!!

yum

2007-08-12T17:35:00.001-06:00

I introduced my family to Cold Stone Creamery today! It was awesome. We walked to the near by park to enjoy our ice cream, had a few laughs, took some nice photos, and had a lovely afternoon. Once I see those pictures from my brother-in-law I'll share them here. There is going to be one especially nice photo of my sisters and I that I am excited to share.

In the mean time you can always go to Charlotte's website to see up to date pictures of my darling baby niece!

Family

2007-08-10T11:57:00.000-06:00

I'm visiting my family in upstate NY now, and my neice is adorable!! She is so small, and cute, wonderful! She is sleeping most of the day, and her mommy thinks that she is going through a growing spurt. But, she has been a very good natured baby while I've been around.

I'll have some pictures to post in a couple of days: I promise!

VBS is done...

2007-08-06T09:31:00.000-06:00

VBS is done and life moves on full steam! I leave this Wednesday for NY to visit my darling niece Charlotte and her mommy and daddy, and my family. I am quite excited.

I know I talk about pictures all of the time, and if I had more time I would upload them and share them with you blog readers. However time is rare. I hope to have some time for sharing while I'm in NY.

Time

2007-07-29T22:33:00.000-06:00

Jason was ordained friday night and it was a wonderful service. We didn't bring our camera, but our friends who came down for the weekend brought their's. I look forward to getting pictures from them and will post them when I do.

In the mean time you can go to Charlotte's Website to see some photos that her daddy put up.

This week is VBS, so I will report when I can.

So much!!

2007-07-25T09:00:00.000-06:00

there is so much going on!! This week we have Jeff & Kathy Johnson down to visit, they arrived last night. We had yummy bbq and stayed up talking. They came down for Jason's ordination on Friday.

by the way - Jason is being ordained Friday evening!

Then VBS starts this coming Monday night and there are still plenty of things to do in preparation for this week long event!

Life is good.

Introducing: Charlotte Emma

2007-07-12T20:51:00.000-06:00

She arrived today, at lunch time, weighing in at 6lbs 8oz, and 20 inches long. My sister is doing well, but understandably exhausted. She has a new appreciation for the epidural, and is completely in love. I don't have pictures yet, but when I do I'll share then here!!!

Welcome Charlotte!! Your aunt Judy loves you!

Soon....

2007-07-11T17:36:00.000-06:00

Charlotte Emma Dawes will be making her appearance into this world! I'm quite excited and looking forward to my trip to NY to visit her in August.

And Life Moves On

2007-05-24T19:38:00.000-06:00

Life is as busy as ever. The other day was our third year anniversary, which we celebrated by going to Jason's final DBMD meeting. We'll celebrate this weekend by going out to supper and maybe seeing a movie in the theatre. I'm trying to think of another idea...considering we have a 62" tv at home now, and seeing a movie in the theatre isn't really necessary. The Cheesecake Factory is where we'll go out to eat, because neither of us have been there.

Our yard is looking a million times better since the last couple of weekends we have spent cleaning it up and working on the landscaping. I bought 3 lilac trees, 2 rose bushes and some daises for the front. We put the excess bricks from our backyard around the trees in the front, with some mulch and they look fantastic. I'll see about getting some pictures up - in a few weeks when my flowers are blooming.

Finally!

2007-05-07T09:10:00.000-06:00

Well, readers, I've finally made time to update and take photos of our home. It's not quite done, we're still waiting for our chaise for the living room, but I've put it off long enough. If you go to The DeRoche News Hub you'll find the brief photo tour.

Also - we have gotten new phones, with Cingular! I can now be reached at 913*940*9762

technically I'm a liar

2007-04-24T06:58:00.000-06:00

It's been well over a week and I have not made the picture thing happen like I said I would. I think about it every so often...but my laziness reigns. We are still waiting on one more piece for our living room. It's a chaise and it's awesome!!! Our living room in the mean time looks slightly odd with our couch and recliner at odd angles. We did however get the big screen tv that Jason has been wanting for a while now. One of Jason's friends works at Factory Direct Appliances and called Jason when he saw the big screens go on sale. It was an awesome deal - and now we don't have to go to the theater ever again!

Anyway, life has been busy to say the least. We have a new senior pastor now at Heartland Christian Fellowship, and so Jason's job description has changed a bit. He is now full time, and loving it. My job is going well - I'm settling into it. The newness of owning our home hasn't worn off - although we are very comfortable in it.

One more week please

2007-03-24T12:59:00.000-06:00

We have spent the last week trying to settle our house and keep the rest of our life going. So, I must ask for another week before those promised house photos are posted.

Exciting

2007-03-20T16:34:00.000-06:00

It's my little Niece/Nephew!!

Say hi!

I am so freakin' excited for this baby to get here...I can't imagine how my sister must feel.

When they went for their ultrasound the technician wasn't able to see what the gender was - but that's alright. I would rather it be a surprise. The world won't end if we don't know, and I think it's more exciting. I'm sure it's agony for those Type-A personalities who like to plan every little detail, but if I were her I would rather not know. Or even if we did find out, I think it would be fun keeping it a secret. That's just me though.

Long Awaited Announcement

2007-03-16T22:42:00.000-06:00

We move into our new home!!!

Our permanent address is:

J & J DeRoche
1952 E. Stratford Road
Olathe, KS 66062

We spent 2 1/2 hours cleaning tonight, which will pay off tomorrow when we start unpacking.

Pictures will follow sometime, probably next weekend.

On top of this I have started my new job this week - so we've been Uber busy.

Last days

2007-03-08T11:55:00.000-06:00

Today is my last full day working here at Honeywell. Tomorrow I work only 8am - 12pm, which has been a wonderful luxury during my time here. But, I begin training to be a Teller at Security Savings Bank on Monday morning. I'm excited.

Moving again...

2007-03-07T10:13:00.000-06:00

For the last time!!! We're buying a house!!!!!!

After we move in, next weekend, and we're all settled in...I'll take some pictures & post them.

I am: Cheesey Chicken-doodle

2007-03-05T07:49:00.000-06:00

I know these forwards are cheesy, but they make me giggle. I'd rather post them here than actually forward them.

Enjoy!!

What’s your new nickname?

MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS

We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not.
Here is your dose of humor...

The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names...

1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name:

A = snickle

B = doombah

C = goober

D = cheesey

E = crusty

F = greasy

G = dumbo

H = farcus

I = dorky

J = doofus

K = funky

L = boobie

M = sleezy

N = sloopy

O = fluffy

P = stinky

Q = slimy

R = dorfus

S = snooty

T = tootsie

U = dipsy

V = sneezy

W = liver

X = skippy

Y = dinky

Z = zippy

2. Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name:

a = dippin

b = feather

c = batty

d = burger

e = chicken

f = barffy

g = lizard

h = waffle

i = farkle

j = monkey

k = flippin

l = fricken

m = bubble

n = rhino

o = potty

p = hamster

q = buckle

r = gizzard

s = lickin

t = snickle

u = chuckle

v = pickle

w = hubble

x = dingle

y = gorilla

z = girdle

3. Use the third letter of your last name to determine the second half of your new last name:

a = butt

b = boob

c = face

d = nose

e = hump

f = breath

g = pants

h = shorts

i = lips

j = honker

k = head

l = tush

m =chunks

n = dunkin

o = brains

p = biscuits

q = toes

r = doodle

s = fanny

t = sniffer

u = sprinkles

v = frack

w = squirt

x = humperdinck

y = hiney

z= juice

And remember that children laugh an average of 146 times a day ; adults laugh an average of 4 times a day. Put more laughter in your day

Poulain

2007-02-22T12:01:00.000-06:00

This is a French chocolate, which I was given for Christmas - and I have found it to be the most delicious chocolate I have tasted.

Old faces

2007-02-21T12:06:00.000-06:00

It was a pleasure to have the opportunity to get together with Alison Lapan last evening. She is in town for a couple of days, Kansas City, MO, for a Nazarene Church Convention (which has the longest name I've ever heard, but it is so long that I can't remember it all). Maybe Alison will drop by here and remind me of that wonderful name.

Anyway, it was good to see her, we chatted before she had to go to her evening service, which I made her late for because I wouldn't shut up.

If ever any of my readers are in the area - anywhere near Kansas City, Missouri or Kansas - let me know!! I love getting together with old friends to chat. And sometimes, when you're traveling it's nice to see a familiar face.

treats

2007-02-15T11:58:00.000-06:00

I'm not quite sure what it is about Rice Krispies Treats, but they are the most yummy desert! They are so simple, yet so addicting. I've tried other idea, such as pouring melted chocolate or melted Peanut Butter on it, and letting it harden. And I think my favorite would be the PB. YUM!!!

Happy Valetine's Day

2007-02-14T14:56:00.000-06:00

February is halfway through already!!! I can't believe it!

I just want to draw everyone's attention to the little box to the right which shows the progression of little Baby Dawes, my nephew/niece which is to be born some time around July 14th! My sister informed me that little Baby Dawes is starting to move and kick around. I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Winter isn't through

2007-02-13T07:33:00.000-06:00

It's amazing to me how overly confident people can be in their vehicles. We had about 4 - 6 inches of snow fall last night, on top of melted snow and ice, creating fairly dangerous, black-ice covered roads on the way to work this morning. There were about a dozen cars on the side of the road and in the ditch, and I watched 2 other vehicles fish tale for a few feet before regaining control.

To put it briefly, it was quite the eventful drive to work this morning.

I have discovered my new favorite song:

Hosanna
by Kirk Franklin

The angels bow down at the thought of You
The darkness gives way to the light for You
The price that you paid gives us life brand New
Hosanna forever we worship You
Hosanna forever we worship You [2x]


For you are the joy that my soul longs for
The lamb that was slain for my sins and the One I adore
King of kings, Ruler of everything
Hosanna forever we worship You
Hosanna forever we worship You [2x]

For your patience and kindness
And favor and mercy
And honor and glory
Because you are worthy
We can't live without You
We can't breathe without You
We can't sing without You
Hosanna Hosanna

No greater love in this world but You
No one can compare to the things You do
Wherever You go I will follow You
Hosanna forever we worship You
Hosanna forever we worship You

Someday every tongue shall confess Your name
This house made of clay soon shall pass away
Whatever the test You will bring us through
Hosanna forever we worship You

Kirk Franklin is an amazing artist.

Sugar

2007-02-09T09:11:00.001-06:00

I’m not sure what it is about sugar that is so wonderful and addicting – but I find I can not resist it. Twice this week our manager brought in donuts, and I could not just walk by and let those little donuts sit there uneaten. Now, that is not to say that the rest of the team would not devour them if I had just kept walking…but I could not say no. I chose to take one – and I loved every bite! I am not ashamed of my fondness for sugary foods. I just don’t like where it goes when I eat it.

another forward

2007-02-01T14:01:00.000-06:00

This is one of those cheesy, cute, often deleted emails that get sent around the internet. Enjoy:

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE. You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

Planet Fitness

2007-01-31T08:32:00.000-06:00

Being a member at a gym is not quite the motivation that one might think. I've been a member of Planet Fitness: the judgment free zone since back in November. I have certainly not taken full advantage of it or else I would already have lost something like 20 - 30 pounds.

I have a friend who will go with me now, and my muscles are tired from the work. But, I know in the long run I'll be better for it.

On another note: Next week the Regional Manager for HTSI will be in town to work on renegotiating the contract with the site, and other such things. I am hoping to have some solid information regarding my permanent employment here at Honeywell, with HTSI! I'm excited. It will be wonderful to have full time, permanent employment again.

RedBull

2007-01-25T13:04:00.000-06:00

I tried a Redbull - Sugar Free yesterday. Not enjoyable. I will not be drinking another any time soon, and most likely not ever again.

I thought I'd give it a shot though.

Twinkies

2007-01-23T14:26:00.000-06:00

I'm not sure what exactly it is about these little treats - but I find them delightful. All of that sugar just screams instant diabetes, and yet I still find myself wanting to eat one.

yum....

Smells

2007-01-19T09:20:00.000-06:00

I love to smell things. Well, not all things, but yummy and lovely things. For instance I was given a sample of lotion called Gingerbread Juice and it smells so good I almost want to lick my hands! I'm going to make some Ginger cookies this weekend because it smells so yummy.

That's enough of random tangents for today...

It's been a while since I've shared my appreciation for the place I work at. I love the flexible schedule, and can not say enough about working with a great group of guys. At the end of this month, the East Region Manager will be on site to re negotiate the contract, which will include me as a permanent employee of HTSI! I'm excited, and the guys in the lab are really routing for me. I can't begin to describe just how much I appreciate this place because of the LACK of stress it gives my family.

I'm so glad God knows what the big picture looks like!

Recovering

2007-01-16T08:12:00.000-06:00

This past weekend we had a lock-in for Route 56 - our 5th & 6th grade ministry. Friday night they started to arrive at about 6pm - and by 7pm we had all 40 of them sitting down for the laws of the night. Every one had a blast!!

At about 2:30am I crashed on one of the rocking chairs in the nursery - because I knew I wouldn't function much longer. It wasn't sleep so much as passing out.

Jason woke me about 1 1/2 hours later because he needed a break - but he only crashed for about 45 minutes before he was woken up by screaming pre-teens.

We average about 13 - 16 kids on our regular Friday night Route 56 events. So, this was really exciting to see the students bring their friends and introduce them to Route 56 and Heartland Christian Fellowship. We'll know in a couple of weeks how many were interested enough to start coming to our regular Friday nights.

Attention Please!

2007-01-08T14:34:00.000-06:00

I would like to draw your attention to the first of the tickers at the bottom of my blog.

They look like this:

I've waited long enough I think - MY SISTER IS EXPECTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so excited for her and her hubby. They are excited even more, especially after hearing the heartbeat the other day. I cried when my sister emailed me to tell me they had gotten to hear it. Baby Dawes will be joining us sometime around July 14th, 2007!

Routine

2007-01-04T07:58:00.000-06:00

I never used to think I liked routine. Now I realize that I appreciate it very much. When I have time off - or go away - I really enjoy the loose schedule. But, that's because I'm selfish and I want to do what I want to do! However, I have been reminded that I do appreciate routine because it is easier. There is great value in having days that require nothing more than to eat, go to the bathroom, and rest. Now, don't get me wrong. I love those days too. But, routine calms the nerves and eases the mind.

Last night we had encounter. There were many kids not there because they don't start school until either tomorrow or even next week, I guess. I used to dream of a 2 week break from school! I have realized, in the 2 weeks we didn't have it, how much I love those kids. Their pure energy and fun-seeking attitudes always bring a smile to my face. I have grown to love the 1st & 2nd grade girls I get to talk with each week. It's challenging sometimes to see how much of an impact I might have on their impressionable hearts, but I trust that God knows what He's doing, and that is why my love for them grows as we spend more and more time together each week.

Another Day

2007-01-01T17:35:00.000-06:00

This morning started out right, with sleeping in! It was beautiful.

I've finally had some time to settle our apartment once again, for which there was a desperate need. I'm making a soup, for a diet to start the year out right, listening to wonderful jazz music as I've been surfing blog world. That soup took me 3 hours to prepare! It better taste right. :)

Jazz music is beautiful! Soothing, intriguing, curiously sweet to my ears. Instrumental music is freeing to my heart, soul, and mind. I see God in sound - I know, I know...you can't see sound, but think outside the box for a moment and humor me. It's not just music, but nature, traffic, weather, people talking....all sounds were created by God and I love hearing every one of them.

Welcome Home

2006-12-29T10:20:00.000-06:00

We have been gone to Canada for the last 10 days! Planning for this trip started back in September, and with much deception did we surprise Jason's parents for Christmas. Jason's boss gave him the time off and someone paid for my plane ticket, so we had only Jason's flight to pay for - which was awesome!!! It was wonderful to see his family, and what a restful time it was. Desperately needed for both Jason and I. After our week off we are both rested and ready to dive back into our busy routine.

And that is exactly what we've done. I am working a full day today and tomorrow. There is much for me to catch up on since I've been gone for a week and a half. It's nice to have such a wonderful, flexible job.

random funny-ness

2006-12-18T14:54:00.000-06:00

No, I don't know why these jokes are so funny to me, but every time I hear one I giggle to myself. So, now I share with you another Chuck Norris joke:

Franklin D. Roosevelt once said "There is nothing to fear but fear itself ... and Chuck Norris"

The Day After

2006-12-18T11:21:00.000-06:00

Well, you can read about our Christmas Sunday on The DeRoche News Hub.

The day after - I'm so tired it's ridiculous! I have a full day to work, and all I can think about is going home and taking a nap.

I'm feeling so sleepy....................

I thought it was winter...

2006-12-15T08:18:00.000-06:00

Friends, I saw the strangest thing this morning. As I was driving in to work there was a plowed field near the road which has small shoots of new grass!!! How strange was that!!! It's December 15th, and I'm seeing new shoots of grass. Weird

Anyway, We have our dress rehearsal tomorrow morning, and then our Christmas Service on Sunday. I can't believe it's already here. I will say that I'm glad it's almost done. I am exhausted from everything going on!!!!!

Random Chuck Norris Joke:
Chuck Norris doesn't check his closet for the Boogeyman, the Boogeyman checks his closet for Chuck Norris.

HAHAHAHAHAHA I love these jokes.........

December...

2006-12-14T08:22:00.000-06:00

Where does this month go? I can't believe it's already about half way through. Our big Christmas Sunday is in a couple of days so there are some intense dress rehearsals coming up quick!

Work has been crazy busy in these last 2 weeks. So much stuff happening, plus the holidays coming so everyone wants everything does early - which makes it harder to get the routine things done. I don't think I'd change any of it however because then I might be without work all together. So, I'm glad I have a job.

Last night was Encounter, again. Our last one before the Christmas break. Last night and last week the kids made gifts for mom and dad, so that was fun. They kids loved it actually - which was slightly surprising. We have a great bunch of kids that go to Heartland.

Interesting Article

2006-12-10T16:24:00.000-06:00

Our Connections Pastor here at Heartland emailed this article to a few people, and I thought it was cool. It's about the Star of Bethleham.

And by Missing the Cold I meant

2006-11-29T16:15:00.000-06:00

So, it's scary cold today. I did not wear the proper jacket this morning - because I wasn't thinking. So, the heat will be cranked and it will probably take me about 30 - 40 minutes to get home because I will not be taking the highway. That's alright though. I'd rather get home safe.

Missing the cold

2006-11-28T12:51:00.000-06:00

It has been unusually warm, for us northerner, down here in Kansas for the last couple of weeks. Yesterday I wore a sweater and when I was outside it was almost too warm! Thanksgiving Day I wore a t-shirt and flip-flops, while Jason wore shorts!!! However, the forecast for tomorrow calls for MUCH cooler temps! and I'm excited. Fond memories of Canada...

Thanksgiving Day

2006-11-23T15:06:00.000-06:00

Things we've accomplished today:

Painted the bedroom
(yesterday) made fricot - yumm
making bread

I'd forgotten how much fun it was to make bread - and it's going really well! I'm excited to eat it tonight.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!

2006-11-17T15:38:00.000-06:00

If I could show you - I would.

I am so horribly disappointed with my jeans!!! They ripped - AGAIN!!!! This time, right up the bum crack. So, as you can imagine, I have taped my jeans one last time!! These will become scrap material - and there will be jean shopping this weekend. I have lost faith in Wal*Mart's jeans. I'm so sad...

'Tis the Season

2006-11-16T14:54:00.000-06:00

Yes, it's that time of the year!

Cold & Flu Season

The challenging part is that we have not experienced the fall in Kansas - so we're fighting a little harder to keep the colds away. It seems that we're losing the battle however, as a cold has slowly, tortorously taken over Jason.

This coming week however - before Thanksgiving - will be just as busy. But, Thanksgiving day will be mostly unscheduled. A beautiful thing! We have 2 rooms left to paint in our apartment, which will be Thursday morning's project - then we will have supper with some friends that we've become quite close with. I'm making my wonderful home-made bread and I'm excited!

I wonder...

2006-11-10T11:52:00.000-06:00

Where did this idea that we need to be busy all of the time come from?

The Day After

2006-11-01T08:10:00.000-06:00

Yesterday was a somewhat eventful day, even before the candy!

I was talking with a co-worker when I was adjusting my pants to prevent the dreaded wedgie, when I felt/heard a small snap coming from my bum area, once again. No, I did not pass gas - my pants ripped AGAIN!!! These however were a different pair of pants. These are my favorite tan cordoroy pants that I love because they are comfy and look good on me. Apparently I was tugging them a tad too hard, and they tore in the SAME place my jeans did - but right near the corner of the left bum pocket, where one might imagine pants tearing. It was at least near where the pocket was sewn on - which makes the tear understandable because the stitching could have weakened the fabric. I was glad to discover, when I went to the bathroom to figure out my game plan this time, that the pocket of my pants covered the tear, and blended in quite well with the color of my pants, so there was no need for taping. I just walked and sat down very carefully for the remainder of the day. It's a good thing I got extra iron-on patches the other day.

I'm beginning to wonder if my pants are trying to tell me something....

Needless to say I changed into my newly patched jeans for the rest of the evening after arriving home from work.

Later that evening our church hosted Trunk-or-Treat, which was fun. I bought WAY too much candy, which we had to beg the final children to take home when the event came to a close (although it didn't take that much begging to convince them). It was so cold though! My fingers were freezing!!! And I had 2 cups of hot cider & 1 cup of hot cocoa - which were both very yummy, and pleasant on the fingers (as I held the cup). The only things we brought home were the left over bags of pringles I bought, which were the only thing Jason wanted anyhow. My pants demanded that NONE of the candy or chocolate would come home with us, so I could have cared less.

A "First Time" Weekend

2006-10-30T10:05:00.000-06:00

This weekend I had the opportunity to go and visit a friend's aunt & uncle with her and her family. The aunt & uncle had their friends over too, so they entertained themselves while my friend & I had fun. We went on a hay-ride on the back of a truck with the whole group, which was enjoyable. They live out in the country, on about 26 acres of land. It was beautiful!

My first First was: riding a horse! I've always wanted to, but never had the opportunity - because I'm cheap and refuse to pay money to ride an animal. It was fun, once I figured out how to make her go forward.

My second First was: riding a 4-wheeler! This wasn't quite as exciting. The first go I rode with my friend while she drove - that was nice. Then I went around on my own, which was funny to watch I'm sure - I wasn't very smooth. Those things are hard to turn!!! I did enjoy going fast though.

I was exhausted to say the least by the end of the day. I went to bed early Saturday night, which made that extra hour of sleep that much more beautiful!

I can't believe the end of October has come already!
Halloween is tomorrow.....
maybe we should get some candy for the
Trunk-or-Treat at church tomorrow night....

not cool

2006-10-26T13:47:00.000-06:00

So, when I came back to my desk a while ago I sat down to feel something strange under my bum. I thought maybe I'd sat on something, but after inspecting my seat found nothing. I sat down again to feel that something strange one more time, and realized: my pants were ripped!!! I just got these jeans about 2 weeks ago - and I think I found the weak spot.....right inside my left butt pocket!!! So, I took the roll of packing tape to the bathroom and now hear a crinkling with every step I take. Yes - I taped my jeans!!! It's not perfect, but it'll do for the last 2 hours of the day. I'm so disappointed! I'll have to find some material and patch them up over the weekend....bummer

hahahahahahahaah

get it? BUMmer....*sigh*......too funny

changes

2006-10-25T08:15:00.000-06:00

I just can't leave my blog alone...

It's just minor changes here and there, but I just have to move or change something.

If you don't have a sense of humor DON'T read any farther!

2006-10-23T12:13:00.000-06:00

I stumbled upon this "Chuck Norris Fact" today:

In church, a pastor was leading the house in prayer. He said, "God, please protect your believers, and deliver us from sin." Chuck Norris stood up and said, "What have you done for me lately?"

This won't be funny to most people, but it was funny to me.

Encounter

2006-10-19T14:04:00.000-06:00

Every Wednesday night there is a kid's ministry called Encounter at our church. This is something Jason started. Last night it was awesome to be laying on the floor, listening reverently to God - WITH 30-some-odd KIDS (1st - 6th graders)!!!!!!!!!

Absolutely beautiful!

These kids know God exists - He loves them SO MUCH - He will NEVER forget them! Last night we learned that God is everywhere - even in Canada with Jason's mom and the polar bears!

hehehehehehehehehehehe

Random Laughs

2006-10-17T11:45:00.000-06:00

I became a HUGE fan of Chuck Norris Facts about 6 months ago when some friends from MI introduced them to Jason and I. And now I introduce you to these facts:

Chuck Norris Facts
(his favorites)

When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.
There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live.
Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.
Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.
Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding.
Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice.
There is no chin behind Chuck Norris’ beard. There is only another fist.
When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down.
Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head.
Chuck Norris’ hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush.
There is no such thing as global warming. Chuck Norris was cold, so he turned the sun up.
Chuck Norris can lead a horse to water AND make it drink.
Chuck Norris doesn’t wear a watch, HE decides what time it is.
Chuck Norris gave Mona Lisa that smile.
Chuck Norris can slam a revolving door.
Chuck Norris does not get frostbite. Chuck Norris bites frost
Remember the Soviet Union? They decided to quit after watching a Delta Force marathon on Satellite TV.
Contrary to popular belief, America is not a democracy, it is a Chucktatorship.

Chuck Norris

2006-10-16T14:50:00.001-06:00

Chuck Norris does not use spell check. If he happens to misspell a word, Oxford will simply change the actual spelling of it.

Music

2006-10-12T08:06:00.000-06:00

It has a powerful affect on the human emotions. It seems to be a release for what can not be put into words. Song writers amaze me with the way they can describe the indescribable.

A song I’m fond of is called Smile, particularly the version recorded by Michael Jackson. It’s almost a lullaby…

Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking.
Though there are clouds in the sky,
you get by...

If you smile through your fears and sorrows.
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through.

If you just light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever, ever so near.

That's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find life is worthwhile
If you'll just smile, come on and smile.

If you just smile.

crazy = Jesus

2006-10-08T19:36:00.000-06:00

My hubby might be goofy or crazy sometimes, but I love him for it. I love watching him interact with children & teens, and there is always this unspoken understanding of love.

It's beautiful!

It's Jesus

flowers I enjoy:

2006-10-02T10:53:00.000-06:00

I dare say this next photo is my favorite of all.
These flowers will be among the first planted when
I have a flower garden to call my own.

Who I am not

2006-09-25T09:01:00.000-06:00

This weekend, I was made aware that I have been trying - for the last year and a half - to be someone I am not.

I am NOT:

introspective
a brilliant speaker
a leader of large groups (of any age)
stupid
always logical
necessarily the smartest person in the room

But I am:

loved by the One who created and designed me perfectly
gentle
loving
emotional

Why should I want to be what I was not made to be? Why would I want to believe that those things which I am not are the things I NEED to be? If I NEEDED to be those things I would have been designed with those abilities and those characteristics.

I choose to be pleased with who I am, because God is pleased with who I am - that is how he made me!

I never thought this day would come!

2006-09-19T12:52:00.000-06:00

No, I'm not pregnant.

I had some ice cream today, an associates' appreciation thing where I work. And I never thought the day would come when I did not enjoy something sweet/chocolate! I did not really even enjoy the chocolate!!! I feel like the world should end!

Alright - maybe the world doesn't need to end. This is probably the best thing that could happen to me. Eating sweets/chocolate is my weakness...something I can NOT resist. (I know...I've tried) I've asked God to help me with the whole losing weight thing, and maybe this is his way of helping...

I can't help but feel sad though. I have many fond, cherished memories with this delicious treat - Chocolate - it's such a beautiful thing!

And for a holiday note

2006-09-15T08:15:00.000-06:00

I probably have way too many tickers on my page...but I don't really care. I enjoy watching them move, ever so slowly.

I thought some holiday anticipation would be in order, considering the middle of September is ALREADY here.

It's official

2006-09-14T07:22:00.000-06:00

I am now 24 years old. I'm not sure if I'm glad or sad. I think I don't really care. We did go out to this wonderful restaurant last night however:

I had the Grilled Norwegian Salmon with Orzo & Wild Rice - which was very enjoyable. Jason has their steak - which was a beautiful thing. Then we ended the night with their famous carrot cake, with cream cheese icing...enough said.

We went there with 2 of our new friends, and enjoyable couple. There was much laughing, all had a good time. It's nice to celebrate with friends.

Walking out of the restaurant was a tad challenging as we were all stuffed-full, but not the sick full, just the completely-and-totally-satisfied full.

So, today is the first day of my 24th year....I wonder what this year will bring to this branch of the DeRoche family...

It's Today!

2006-09-13T07:27:00.000-06:00

♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪
♪♫Happy birthday to me,♫
♪Happy birthday to me.♪
♪Happy birthday to Judy!♫
♪Happy birthday to me!♪
♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪

1 day...

2006-09-12T08:43:00.001-06:00

2 days...

2006-09-11T10:06:00.001-06:00

3 days...

2006-09-10T20:59:00.001-06:00

4 days...

2006-09-09T15:25:00.001-06:00

5 Days...

2006-09-08T12:16:00.000-06:00

6 days

2006-09-07T14:51:00.000-06:00

It always seems to sneak up on me...yet I know it's going to happen every year. Each time it comes with mixed emotions as I think back to dreams from childhood...

Will I accomplish what I had hoped?

What comes next?

Slight change

2006-09-05T13:45:00.000-06:00

So, I did the Blogger Beta thing, and some of you might have noticed that if you have not also done this with your blog you will not be able to post on my blog with your sign-in account. It's a weird bug they are working on - but you can always post as Other or Anonymous....it's annoying - but hopefully the Blogger people will figure out how to fix this problem soon...

in the mean time leave comments anyway!!!

emotions

2006-08-31T20:48:00.000-06:00

they can be overwhelming

sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in an ocean of feelings

Technology

2006-08-29T14:52:00.000-06:00

it's a wonderful, terrible thing.

Feels Good...really

2006-08-15T21:22:00.000-06:00

I generally forget how great I feel after I've exercised, especially early in the morning or after I've been out of it for a while. That is my dilemma. I always feel like a $$$million$$$! I just don't have much for motivation in the wee hours of the morning when the rest of the world is sleeping.

And so I have resigned myself to evening exercise. It's surprisingly refreshing - stress relieving - and especially relaxing as I get ready for bed. I slept great last night after my evening walking, and I anticipate another solid sleep tonight.

It's just those darned mornings...

Randomness:

2006-08-09T14:53:00.000-06:00

I had a fairly lengthy giggle in reaction to the following photo. I know, I probably should not have found this picture nearly as amusing as I did, but really......you can't look at this photo and not laugh!!!

Enjoy!

Jedi Squirrels:

Genesis I: Space Probe - Day 5

2006-08-05T06:56:00.000-06:00

Fun, fun and more fun, all wrapped in a healthy portion of love!

Noah's story starts out sad, because all of the people on the earth have forgotten about God, except for Noah. And when God warns him about the flood and commissions him to build the massive boat, Noah tries to tell other people, but they just think he's coo-coo. But, Noah could hear God because he loved God with every part of his being.

Love the Lord your God
with all your heart,
with all your soul,
with all your mind,
and with all your strength.

Deuteronomy 6:5

It's amazing what kids can hear when they stop to listen to God!

Genesis I: Space Probe - Day 4

2006-08-04T06:19:00.000-06:00

Another fun night!!

Cain & Abel's story is a sad one, but the good news is that God forgives us and sets us free!

It's God who forgives our sins and sets us free!

Collosians 1:14

God loves us so much, and he will always forgive us when we do wrong.

Genesis I: Space Probe - Day 3

2006-08-03T08:09:00.000-06:00

The worst thing that could ever happen is to not hear God ever again! That was the consequence of eating the fruit from that one tree in the garden that God gave to Eve & Adam to play and live in. How sad.

But the best news is that even though we forget about God sometimes, he NEVER forgets about us!!!

God has promised that he will never leave us or desert us.

Hebrews 13:5b

I hope I don't forget God...

Genesis I: Space Probe - Day 2

2006-08-02T06:56:00.000-06:00

There was much fun happening at HCF last night!!

God created a little boy & a little girl just so he could love them!
Isn't God great?!?!?

I praise you for the wonderful way you created me,
everything you do is MAHVELOUS

Psalm 139:14

It's a beautiful thing when a shy, timid child begins to open up.

Genesis I: Space Probe - Day 1

2006-08-01T06:21:00.000-06:00

IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!

Imagine with me, 107 kids (1st - 6th grade) chanting this sentence:

In the beginning, GOD created the heavens and the earth

Genesis 1:1

And imagine hearing a child gasp in awe as they begin to realize God

...so very exciting

I am a shepherd for the young girls (grades 1, 2, & 3) and we are the yellow stars. I'd forgotten just how much energy young ones can have

Blast-Off!

2006-07-31T08:01:00.000-06:00

Tonight is the first night of VBS:

Genesis I: Space Probe

It's gonna be awesome!!!

Homecoming

2006-07-27T08:51:00.000-06:00

Jason comes home today, and I'm glad.

Hopefully there will be some rest in the next couple of days. I'm not really asking for a lot of rest, but some rest for Jason would be good.

Genesis I: Space Probe launches in T-minus 4days!!!

I would be a hermit if I wasn't married

2006-07-25T08:11:00.000-06:00

I spent the night by myself, and realized that if I wasn't married to an extrovert I would probably spend the rest of my life closed into my apartment, playing computer games, or watching tv, eating occassionally, and sleeping when I felt tired.

I appreciate my husband in a new way. His social nature makes me a better person.

It has been interesting to me in recent days to see just how different each individual is from the next. I'm glad God made each of us unique, it's awe-inspiring if you stop long enough to dwell on it. And, on top of that, he knows each of us in ways that WE don't even know...

it's just too much for my mind...

All by myself...

2006-07-24T14:19:00.000-06:00

For the next couple of days I'm by myself. Jason left for Children's camp this morning, and they will return Thursday afternoon. For those of you who pray, please pray for the 17 boys & 6 girls who are at camp this week, and for the 4 sponsors who went with them all.

Change

2006-07-22T14:03:00.000-06:00

I just thought I'd get the obvious out of the way: I felt like changing the look, so I did.

Moving on...

We had some new friends over last night, ate yummy food, and played the best game ever!!!

If you've not heard of this game, you have now been enlightened. There have been many hours spent around this game, and many more to come.

Genesis I: Space Probe

2006-07-18T13:52:00.000-06:00

It's coming, July 31st! The excitement is beginning to build

another week

2006-07-16T06:46:00.000-06:00

Well it's been a whole week already and apparently I don't have a whole lot of exciting news to blog about.

Yesterday however we made a major purchase: A grill!!!!

Jason has been wanting to invest in one for a while, and we were able to save enough money, so here is his new baby. We has filet mignon wrapped in bacon and corn on the cob. It was a beautiful thing.

busy lives

2006-07-08T14:06:00.000-06:00

Typically, Saturdays are seen as a rest day or a day to finish up what was left undone during the week. We try to take Saturdays as our Sabbath considering Sundays are by no means a day of rest for either of us.

Today started with a meeting at the Cracker Barrel for the Student Ministry at HCF that we are both involved in. Then, Jason promptly went to another meeting, while I came home to finish our lease business and tidy up our place a little. We then watched The Island - which was actually pretty good. Now we are preparing to go to Lowes to check out a grill Jason has been looking at and see about some paint color samples so we can decide how we want to paint our apartment. I'm excited about the paint. The plain white walls of our new place need some life. Then I think we'll come home, try to rest a little and watch another movie, while we wait for the meatloaf to cook for supper.

Life happens.

Our New Place

2006-07-01T20:55:00.000-06:00

We've moved into an apartment, bigger & cheaper. There is stuff everywhere, but it's starting to look like a new home...Jason get's 99% of the credit for the move, considering I was at work while it happened. I helped out today, arranging things and getting the final stuff from our old place, but that's peanuts compared to the work he did. What a man.

It's July now, and we're signing a 6-month lease on Monday, so this is our new home until at least December. Maybe by then we'll be in a better place to buy a home, and actually have time to look around for our perfect house. I know there's one out there for us.

life...it happens to everyone.

And life moves on

I'm still awesome

what to write?

I am awesome.

discovery

And life moves on

May?

March

February

January!

Christmas and New Years

Celebration

I've done it!

still here

Happy 25th!

It's about time!

yum

Family

VBS is done...

Time

So much!!

Introducing: Charlotte Emma

Soon....

And Life Moves On

Finally!

technically I'm a liar

One more week please

Exciting

Long Awaited Announcement

Last days

Moving again...

I am: Cheesey Chicken-doodle

Poulain

Old faces

treats

Happy Valetine's Day

Winter isn't through

Sugar

another forward

Planet Fitness

RedBull

Twinkies

Smells

Recovering

Attention Please!

Routine

Another Day

Welcome Home

random funny-ness

The Day After

I thought it was winter...

December...

Interesting Article

And by Missing the Cold I meant

Missing the cold

Thanksgiving Day

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!

'Tis the Season

I wonder...

The Day After

A "First Time" Weekend

not cool

changes

If you don't have a sense of humor *DON'T* read any farther!

Encounter

Random Laughs

Chuck Norris

Music

crazy = Jesus

flowers I enjoy:

Who I am not

I never thought this day would come!

And for a holiday note

It's official

It's Today!

1 day...

2 days...

3 days...

4 days...

If you don't have a sense of humor DON'T read any farther!